Creativity

I want to spin words like tops,
colours blurring together
into a frenzy of beautiful expression,
juggle syllables
and twist sounds
into kaleidoscope patterns.
I want to spark
the fuse of fireworks,
paint wonder across the sky,
wave my pen like a wand,
and weave magic into every line.
but every time I try,
the fireworks fall away
and leave my brain
a blank, empty sky.